Posts

Compute

Words can be demons hiding what we know Computer power is what we used to talk about Every third word we need more compute They sell to each other hoping to create super intelligence It would not work if they told investors the truth They want more computer power than anyone Compute is as cute as whatever muse you have We knew proteins folded We needed more computer power to figure out how We think there is a structure to the primes All this compute and nothing The flaws in our reasoning are in the training data I teach small children and I dream of prime numbers One of them will see it Either the end of science Or our new road There is a structure or there is not Either case equally satisfying Sustainability an Angel word

Demon

It was hard to hear So not a scientific word Not everything can be answered Her daughter was five years old Everything is good Only decisions are bad She don't want to hear Justice joy can bring Good things are easier to see Without foundation survives There is a probable outcome We should be safe There are variables that bring danger Much like rogue llms Predicting the next word A village burned down also warm She called her a demon Hard to tell her she is wrong

Reward and Punishment

As an outsider we try to bring in There is a simple truth to reward and punishment Attention is attention Both objectively interesting Teachers are magic The ones that know Nice adults are usually too busy for them Why would they expect them here Some thing is going to happen They understand I am telling them something I understand they just fell from Mars They have this unearned confidence They fight and flight Or shut down I have one hundred strategies The higher the median income of the census tract The more strategies She would not make it in the suburbs She said she liked working in the city I like to move around One of my best strategies

Oh My Liver

There are markers in life Some times remembered more Family takes many forms My Father did not know much but he knew a few things Her Grandmother was my Great Grandmother Always happy when I saw her We always saw her My Father he knew a few things Their stories were of Florida and youth Money bags Eller following around To all the penny gumball machines Everyone chewed gum but lived in different places Segregation and the south built the north Dreams of eternal summer vacation Meets the day Grandma's house I knew Great Grandma's apartment Sharon most of her world I visted often She was the first who ever wrote to me as a person We shared this feeling in our heart She gave it a name An old one when she was happy Nothing lives without it

No Where Man

Spoils of war they talk about in New York again Words arrive from certain destinations Spolia stripped from Andrew Jackson was a war criminal

White Supremacy

Dumb men are now using insane amounts of resources to make them smart instead of investing in basic science  it is the ultimate money is speech in the arena of competency

My Cat is Non-verbal

 She said he was non-verbal.  He asked if he was a screamer.  These were the categories they had learned.  I will tell you something:  When you meet one autistic kid then you have met one autistic kid. He saw everything in the room.  He was the first kid I have ever lost in fifteen years.  He didn't go far.  Outside the door by the sunny window with the storm on the way.  Only a second.  But he was an escape artist.  He likes apples cause he found the only one in the room and took what was his only it wasn't.  Fifteen years also never happened. This kid some kind of super genius.  In the wrong place.  Needs a one on one to explain all the things he sees of our world.  So yeah he is a screamer, but he tells you exactly how he feels.  If anything post verbal demand touch and attention and presence. They called me over the loud speaker cause they saw I was in the loud part of the building.  They said he di...